Bite me. NOW.

Holy Crap. I’m going to effing die. Right here, on the high bar chairs of Starbucks Shangri-La. I just finished sending my article and my photos for the school news paper (which took me sooo long to do because of the poofing internet connection) but I’m still on the verge of getting my head bitten off by the scary dragons, also known as my parents. I swear, my mother’s more than ready to do that if I come empty handed after this day. Huh. What can I do? It’s not like I can forge my teacher’s signature (not that I’d actually do that even if I can). I’d be damned forever if I do that. And I’d be damned forever if I don’t get my card.

How the eff am I going to explain this to my parents? Hey mom, dad, you know I’m a frustrated photographer, right? Yeah, about that, I somehow managed to be even more of a frustrated photographer. But definitely more on the frustrated side than the photographer one. And oh, I won’t be able to enroll because of that.

Yeah. That’ll go smoothly, I’m sure. NOT.

I hope my parents have already picked my burial lot because I’m going to die from panic attacks. That is, if they don’t kill me before I actually suffer from acute panic attacks. That’s fine, I guess. Me dying equals n million pesos of insurance money. They can use it to build me an uber cool mausoleum with a rooftop over looking the sea. Not that I get to appreciate that when i’m dead. But hey, that’s really uber cool.

But while I’m still in my comfort zone, which is actually the innermost corner of Starbucks Shang, I’ll spend my remaining hours getting drunk by the sight of an uber hot dude sipping a venti caramel macchiato. And yeah, getting two years worth of my caffeine fix. Maybe that’ll knock me down enough to bring me to the ER and buy more time. That is if the paramedics don’t proclaim me as ‘dead on the spot by caffeine overdose.’  But I’ll take my chances.

~

Over and (passing) Out.

Color Revelation isn’t quite a revelation at all…

I was bored so I did what many random bored people do…. take random online tests.

Here’s what I found out….

Name: Criselle
Date: 4/24/2009
Colorgenics Number: 37514260

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your ‘missed opportunities’ by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as ‘living with exaggerated intensity’. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again – and it could be that you are right.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the ‘right person’ – you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

At times one is burdened with more than one’s fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant – you know what you wish to achieve – and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven’t been taking care of all your physical needs and it’s beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate – someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different – to be individualistic – to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow – to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

Yes, I am that stressed. Even this doctor dude from the internet says so. Of course, I already know that even without his color generated opinion.

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This Circle Never Ends…

I got tired doing math so I did what a normal high school girl would do.

RULES:
1. Put your MP3 player, iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
…So This is Love

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
…Angel (I am Angela.. but I am not angelic)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A BOY?
…Never Think (wtfh?)

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
…Runaway

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
…This is Halloween (oooh-kaaayyy)

6. WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
…Out of My League

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
…Peace of Mind (what’s that suppose to mean?)

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
…Me (grabe. me talaga.)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
…Suddenly

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
…Fell In Love Without You

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
…Stumble (It’s an effing love song! Oh.)

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
…Let’s Get It Started

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
…Part of Your World (yeah right.)

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
…All Good Things Come to an End (freaky… true. so true.)

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
…Baby It’s You (woot!)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
…Part of Your World (again?! how many versions of this song do I freaking have?!)

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
…Morningside (*And I try to forget what you do…*)

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
…Biglaan

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
…Things I’ll Never Say (kaya nga secret eh…)

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
…Viva La Vida (oookay)

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
…Call Me When Your Sober (?! but I do like them drunk.. XD)

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
…Circle

Okay. I think I’ll try doing math again.

I’d gladly sell my soul to the Devil for this…

… or not.

I just have to get to the States. And I’d better get there fast.

I want this as my graduation present…

Just ranting…

My sister has this uber viral thing and I’m afraid I’m feeling the symptoms right now. It’s only two days before the achievements tests (which are really lame, might I add) and less than two weeks before the Sigaw! concert and the Townhall. I don’t want to be a niche for the virus during those days. I so can’t work with a terrible, terrible headache. 

Brain Cell Degradation

I discovered somehing useful today. WordPress is on the whitelist so I don’t have to suffer greatly from the exponential degraqdation of my gray matter during comsci.

Roller Coaster Ride

Welcome to this never ending roller coaster ride. Wait, that’s kinda wrong. It ends, oh it does. But when it comes to a stop, you can never go back. Ever. But I’m sure you wouldn’t miss it if it stops. Who would ever like to be stuck in a nauseating, terrifying, blood-curdling, bile-inducing, roller coaster ride?

But you’re not passing up the opportunity to give up this ride, are you? You wouldn’t want to be called a scaredy cat by your friends. No admission prices, no waiting lines. We even give out free cotton candies and popcorn. How you eat them is beyond our control.

So hop in, and keep your hands, arms, and legs inside the coaster car at all times. Please remain seated, and secure all lose articles. You’re about to experience this Roller Coaster Trip to Hell.

Sigaw! Finale Concert Guidelines

because I’m desperate I love AKSIS too much…

For all students interested to participate in the Sigaw! concert on February 20 at the Bantayog ng mga Bayani, please pay attention to the following guidelines.

1. The concert on the 20th will be an open air concert at the garden of the Bantayog ng mga Bayani. It will also be a contest, with one piece being declared the official song of Sigaw! 2009.

2. This contest is open to all winning entries from the first round of eliminations done last July 2008. Note that a song, not necessarily a band, is entered in the competition.

3. We will limit band members to five (5) individuals only. Bands with a repertoire requiring more than five members will have to justify themselves during the orientation.

4. Band members may hail from different sections. Be sure to express your intent to join the contest to your social studies teacher for this will be credited to your standing.

5. Orientation will be on February 6 (Friday), 12:00 to 12:50pm at the 4th Floor Auditorium. Attendance is a must. Absence will forfeit your chance to perform on the 20th.

6. There are no registration fees to be paid.

7. A cash prize and a recording session awaits the winning entry. An audience choice will also be awarded, earning a certain percentage of ticket sales.

8. Proceeds of the entire affair will go to the outreach projects of AKSIS and the PSHS Main Campus.

9. There will be a technical rehearsal on February 19, 4:30 to 7:00pm. Await further announcements regarding schedules for that day.

Download the guidelines in PDF for easy distribution.

tell your lovely classmates, or better yet, join the concert. you’d be thankful you did…

*cougheconcoughbonuscoughcough* =))

Can’t say I wasn’t warned….

I learned my lesson but that doesn’t necessarily mean I’m not doing it again. Where else can you find pretty pink ponies galloping on top of a granite-top bar? Only when you’ve had shots of tequila and a glass of Tanqueray martini.

Tsk. Santa’s not giving me any gifts this year….